Being a good person

Being the bigger person only gets you pissed off, some people like to hold on to
grudges about trivial things. I swallowed my pride today and it was all for nothing. I feel like I am talking to a brick wall. Trying to reason with some people is like trying to draw blood from a stone.

I am furious, I am burning in my rage so much so I feel like crying not from hurt but from sheer anger.

I can’t concentrate on anything except my anger, I need to throw it away somewhere, it’s rather consuming.

How can someone tell you that you’ll be glad if they die, it hurt me for them to say that because that’s the kind of person they think I am? I am a good person, I do good things, I am reliable so why am I being hated so much. Maybe I should tuck away all my kindness and loyalty and just be a self prick, do only things that benefit me because people suck. The way they just turn against you after everything you’ve done for them. I stood by this person’s side even picked sides and lost out in the process it didn’t matter because I was being a good person. Now I have nothing to show for it, instead I have a lump in my throat… You know the one you get when you’re extremely angry, it’s been there for days.

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s