I spent the day in good spirits, even danced in the living room listening to Britney Spears, made dinner, did my hair then all of a sudden my mood turned to shit. I am really struggling right now, there’s this overwhelming feeling of loss that is consuming me.
I’ve been purging a lot these past few days almost up to 3 or 4 times a day. I haven’t binged in a few days I’m purging normal sized “meals” (popcorn and tea). If I am not taking mid-afternoon naps I’ll be awake resting on the sofa because I am so exhausted from purging it really drains you. I have been hydrating though, there is nothing more worse than a post-purge dehydration headache.
Already dozing off, definitely going to sleep like a log tonight!