I just woke up from a horrible nightmare, I dreamt my mum had died and I was crying so much in the dream. I was confiding in this woman whose face I can’t recognise but what freaks me out the most is that in this dream
I was referencing things from real life, perhaps that’s normal I don’t know. I can still feel the emotions I was feeling in the dream… the pain, hopelessness, feeling of abandonment, regret, loneliness and I can’t shake this feeling of terror that just attacked me. What does this dream mean, I am so scared because I am of those people who BELIEVE dreams mean something and are related to real life… Almost like dreams are some kind of prophecy whose meaning needs to be decoded.
The dream felt so real, I was SO relieved when I woke up so much so I even said an brief but intense prayer. When I am dreaming 90% of the time I know that I am in a dream and I can always “pull myself from the other side” by telling myself it’s time to wake up now and I do immediately, sometimes when the dream is interesting I let it carry on until I want it to stop. I used to have these nightmares were I would be falling from a cliff but before I had smashed onto the ground I always told myself to wake up. I had these dreams quite a lot to the point were I wasn’t afraid anymore when I had them because I knew I could stop them when I needed.
Its 2:30am and I can’t wait for morning