Day 1

I haven’t engaged in any bingeing and purging for over 24 hours. I feel alright. I am exhausted but present, fully.  I don’t know what has switched off that inner drive that impels me to self destruct. In a way, I guess, I am self destructing by restricting but this seems less catastrophic than spilling my guts in a toilet bowl.

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