About me


I am a 24-year-old business grad. Currently unemployed and chasing a childhood dream of being a model, which is tricky because I have been plagued by multiple eating disorders for 13 years ricocheting from bulimia to anorexia. My eating disorders robbed me of my senses and I can’t believe how many years have gone by. EDs literally beat you into nothing and it’s an everyday battle.

I suffer from anxiety, I was diagnosed in early 2012 and I also have been suffering from depression since my late teens. I struggle with a lot of discontent in my life and feel trapped by geography. The depth of both mental illnesses get deeper the older I get, as pessimistic as I am about recovery I’m still here fighting the fight and that counts. I will dig myself out of this even it means digging with my finger nails.. this is no way to live.


20 thoughts on “About me

  1. Admittedly, I’m rather ignorant of bulimia, but I hope to get educated by reading your blog.

    Stay strong, as it’s obvious that you are. Evidence is that you did finish your degree program.

    Your strength and your positive attitude ensures success. πŸ™‚

  2. Aaaaah, OK… not I understand why you’re very eloquent at describing the whole thing. Good luck, young girl, you seem to have a lot going for yourself.

  3. There is so much hope for you! Please do not give up on yourself in this miserable fight. There is a better future free from the eating disorder in store for you even though it is hard to see right now.

  4. Hi. I would like to email you privately if possible. I just dug myself out of my own hell. Would you like to talk sometime?

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